22 December 2015

Soultight

Is your soul tight?


Quite often I wonder about myself.

Given the environment in which I was raised, it amazes others as well as myself that I hadn't committed suicide, or caused harm to my family or animals,  or have been one of those bullied kids who punished their school by setting off a bomb or shot rounds of bullets at my enemies. I'm glad I didn't have access to a gun or had the ingenuity to create a bomb with household items. I was angry and sad more often than I was happy. I was beaten, poisoned, physically and mentally abused. I often wondered 'why is he doing this to me?' I cried so much, that he called me sissy more than he called me my name. Even to this day, I am emotionally diminished by the mental abuse he inflicted on me. I believe the mental was worse than the physical.    It is through God's grace that I have never been arrested,  that I have never inflicted harm on anyone that I love, that I never had to set foot in a police department or insane asylum for anything.  I give honor to all the speech pathologists/ counselors I met with, from first grade through 12th grade.
Though at times I feel I'm coming apart at the seems, I get up every morning and I go to work and make a daily attempt to exceed the expecations of my manager. I am gentle, and I am loving and I am kind, and open to all people. I know how it feels to not be wanted, to be treated like an after thought,  to be treated like shit. Is your soul tight?   I'm not sure about mine.

15 November 2015

QOTD

I find that the harder I work, the more luck I seem to have.

Thomas Jefferson

Success

Coming together is a beginning; keeping together is progress; staying together is success.

-Henry Ford

08 November 2015

True dat

If there's something you want to do you will find a way. If there's something you don't want to do, you'll find an excuse.

--Jim Rohn

Quote to start the day

To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment. 

― Ralph W. Emerson

22 October 2015

Overheard today at Starbucks


                "Science flies men to the moon. Religion flies people into tall buildings."

10 October 2015

hypocrite 53402

Hurry!
get back in your Bible,
right behind Romans 15:2!
wipe that look of your face,
and stop gossiping about
who is dating who,
who is mad at who,
who needs to lose weight,
who needs to gain weight,
who doesn’t like who,
who might be gay,
who’s carrying who’s baby,
who’s lusting after the pastor,
who was wearing a too-short skirt,
and who was showing too much cleavage at church last Sunday.
get that smile back on your face

…..hurry!

other Christians are coming!
(act saved)
you can go back to your true self after they leave.

--alexgeorge

07 October 2015

Happiness


Some people

Some people can fuck up a mood just by entering the room.

Some people can make things better by leaving.

29 September 2015

Amin Payne • SP555 Live Set • LeMellotron.com


Amin Payne - Saffron - full album (2015)


8


I had every intention of having a kick ass adventure and life in Oregon
 
when I arrived here 8 years ago today,

but it’s not going as planned--

not for lack of trying.

my eyes were opened to the reality of Portland life:

 I had to lower
 my expectations.

Then I had to lower them
 again.
 
Then I had to lower them
again.

Then I had to lower them
again.

Then,
reluctantly,

I had to lower them again.
 

Now I’m just going through the motions of working to save enough money to afford to escape every now and then,
or until I can find a job far away from here, 
or working just to pay the rent and other bills until  it’s my turn to die,

or until I can afford to live out the rest of my days in Paris.

27 September 2015

Agape Love

it occurred to me recently that there are people that I love that are not deserving of my love.

i don't love them for their sake;  i love them for my sake.

as a Christian,

i'm inclined to love everybody.

while nothing says i have to like them,

i do love them.




05 September 2015

Herb Alpert - Keep Your Eye On Me (Manic Mix)

MFN

I’m in love with literature; the reading and the writing of it.  I try to read and write for one or two hours every day. I only have one life to live, but in literature I can live a thousand lives.   
 This is one of my creations, a novella called Medicine For The Nightmare, on Amazon Kindle Desktop Publishing. You should check it out!            
                                          





24 August 2015

I'll set this right here


The trouble with most of us is that we would rather be ruined by praise than saved by criticism.
                         --Norman Vincent Peale

This is a repost.

20 August 2015

Dear Frankie

While flipping through the channels, I came across this movie on the Audience Channel, called Dear Frankie. It's a story about a single lonely woman who tries to spare her deaf son the truth about his abusive father by hiring a stranger to pretend to be him for one day.  It was late at night so  I only watched about 15 minutes of it. I did find it on Netflix, so I'll watch it this weekend.
The 15 minutes I did watch made me feel really emotional. The boy was so happy to spend a day with his 'father', and he asked his mother if he could see his 'father' the next day. The father, though initially reluctant, came to really like the role he was playing and wanted to see the boy again as well, but the mother was against it.
For about a minute I wished a stranger could have been paid to pretend to be my biological mother and father when I was growing up. I wish someone could have been paid to give me that father/son and mother/son relationship I so desperately needed when I was a child. Because I didn't know my childhood was unique, I didn't know any better, but now that I know, I'm thinking it would have been nice to feel loved, to be happy, to be a kid, when I was a kid instead of being forced to be the man of the house when I was 12.

 I have to end this blog post because I'm feeling emotional.

I look forward to watching the entire movie over the weekend.


18 August 2015

Question




Why is it that some people profess to be  Christian  but don't practice any of its principles?

Last Week Tonight with John Oliver: Televangelists (HBO)

I love this man! This is so true.

17 August 2015

I'm already tired enough for tomorrow

Perhaps this will wake me up.




Numb

he was told by his mother
not to tell what goes on in their house
but he mentioned the beat-downs to a friend
casually,
thinking it was part of every boy's life,
thinking it was an initiation into manhood.

he found out it wasn't.

it was just part of his life;
none of his friend's dads were abusing them.
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16 August 2015

I started a business. HOWEVER;

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Yes, can I have a business card? Not to order a cake, but as a reminder to friend you on facebook and invite you to a party where you can bring one of your delicious cakes.  I know you're trying to get a business off the ground, but you like baking. Right? 

Then I went to a party over the weekend and didn't bring anything, and everyone was disappointed

14 August 2015

Snakehips - Gone (feat. Syd)


XO - U & I (feat. Shay Lia)


If I wasn't Christian


I'd still be nice , and loving, and compassionate, and will treat people like I'd like to be treated.
The Blue Mosque, Istanbul Turkey


Even if I was a  Muslim,
I'd be nice, and loving, and compassionate, and will treat people like I'd like to be treated.
Even if I was a  Buddhist,
I'd be nice, and loving, and compassionate, and will treat people like I'd like to be treated.
Even if I was a Hindu,
I'd be nice, and loving, and compassionate, and will treat people like I'd like to be treated.
Even if I was an Atheist,
I'd be nice, and loving, and compassionate, and will treat people like I'd like to be treated.
Even if I practiced Judaism, 
I'd be nice, and loving, and compassionate, and will treat people like I'd like to be treated.
Even if I was a Sikh,
I'd be nice, and loving, and compassionate, and will treat people like I'd like to be treated.
Even if I was a  Confucianist,
I'd be nice, and loving, and compassionate, and will treat people like I'd like to be treated.
Even if I was a  Syncretic,
I'd be nice, and loving, and compassionate, and will treat people like I'd like to be treated.
Even if I was a  Mormon,
I'd be nice, and loving, and compassionate, and will treat people like I'd like to be treated.
Even if I was a  Scientologist-
well,
I'd be nice, and loving, and compassionate, and will treat people like I'd like to be treated.
I'd never be a  Scientologist (or a Mormon), but if  I was, I'd be nice,  and loving, and compassionate, and will treat people like I'd like to be treated.
  






Tom Misch - Wake Up This Day (feat. Jordan Rakei)

13 August 2015

Andy Stott - Faith In Strangers (Full Album)


A single brick


In this photograph we see the difference a single brick can make, as it appears to support the remains of a wall from an abandoned Sugar Mill in Ramon, Russia. The photo was taken by a user named Muph on livejournal.com, a photographer and urban explorer of Russia’s fascinating landscape. 
The same way that one single person CAN make a difference.

10 August 2015

Uncensored - Key & Peele - Negrotown


Plans for the week


  •  Avoid this blog-no one will know I haven't posted anything this week.
  •  Don't bake anything-people tell me ad nauseum that I should start business yet none of them are buying anything.
  • Clear my facebook page of 'friends' I haven't heard from in years.
  • Clear my phone contact list of people I haven't heard from in years. 
  • Adhere to my diet.
  • Though I have no one to work out with, pretend I have a local friend who will push me to work out harder and longer.
  • Reduce my tv intake to 2 hours ( 90 minutes  next week, and an hour the week after) and have it as background noise while doing something productive rather than sitting down to watch it.
  • Get to bed early.
  • Work on my short story the wrong door.
  • No procrastinating.

07 August 2015

What You Should Be Reading

Available on your Kindle!

 
A novella from yours truly!
 
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05 August 2015

towhomitmayconcern

If you claim to be a real friend then be real in your soul. If you claim to be fake then be an enemy instead.
-Santosh Kalwar

27 July 2015

Vision



We are one blink of an eye away from being fully awake.

26 July 2015

My Philosophy

Step 1:

Let people do what they need to do to make them happy and mind your own business, and do what you need to do to make you happy.


The End. 

14 July 2015

React to action



















                                  it's interesting how some people add 2 +2 and get 5.
                
                                  some get 3.

                          and some get 0.



06 July 2015

Just a thought.















          I just want someone to tell me it's all gonna be okay. And mean it. 

05 July 2015

Baby Huey - Hard Times (1971)

Something to think about


“Inside my empty bottle I was constructing a lighthouse while all the others were making ships.”

                                           --Charles Simic

04 July 2015

Today is one of those days


#isisisnotislamic





Yesterday an ISIS member stopped the car of a Christian couple.
ISIS member: Are you Muslim?
Christian man: Yes, I'm Muslim.
ISIS member: If you are a Muslim, then recite a verse of Quran.
Christian man recited a verse from the Bible.

ISIS member: Ok allah go.
Later his wife tells him: "I cannot believe the risk you just took.
Why did u tell him that we are Muslims?
If he knew you were lying he would have killed both of us."
"Do not worry! If they knew the Quran they would not kill people" answered the Husband.
ISIS is not Islam, terrorism has no religion.


--Angelina Jolie


So true. If ISIS represents ALL who follow Islam, then that means, by extension, the KKK represents ALL of Christianity. 

26 June 2015

H.T.N.G.A.F.



I'm trying to figure out how to not give a fuck anymore. 

 Any advice on how to accomplish this? Any advice on not caring?

22 June 2015

Inside out.

 







                                            anyone can be beautiful if they choose.


                                            --alieuxgeorge
                                                      

19 June 2015

The Greener Grass Syndrome


“If you have determined to go to Egypt and make

that your home, then the very wars you fear will catch
up with you in Egypt and the starvation you dread
will track you down in Egypt. You will die there!”
Jeremiah 42.15-16
This morning a friend called. I hadn't heard from her in a long time, and so, in trying to catch up with what's been going in our lives since we last spoke, I let her speak first. Everything she said  made me feel like anything I had to say would have sounded more like whining, so while listening to her I just said to myself : thank God for the issues I  have, because they're nothing in comparison to what she's dealing with, so I'm going to shut up and not even complain--
 
Most often, the issues other people have are worse than your own.

This is a repost.

Ben Westbeech - Something For The Weekend [OFFICIAL VIDEO HD]

16 June 2015

Note to self

if you're expecting the world to be fair with you because you are fair, you're fooling yourself. That's like expecting the lion not to eat you because you didn't eat him.

Tom Misch - Sunshine


14 June 2015

Medicine for the Nightmare, The Way Out is Through, The Beginning and The End of Everything, and Transmission 011809

The Way Out Is Through
With the exception of  3 people I know, who downloaded all 4 of my novellas via Amazon Kindle, I had 400 other downloads, all of which came from Australia, France and the UK.
That's right. only 3 people in the United States. 

Anyway, I has googled 'how to increase downloads of amazon kindle", and I saw this article that said:
People like freebies, and they like “expensive” freebies.
If you won a car in a competition and had two choices – a $20,000 car for free, or a $2,000 car for free, which would you pick?
Prior to this promotional period, my book was $7.99. When it went “free” on the Kindle store, it said $7.99 FREE. This meant an $8 ‘discount’ during the free period, as opposed to books which were normally 99c, and are then free during promotion (99c discount).
This, of course, doesn’t mean my book is better than anyone else’s which is lower priced: but it gives the impression of a larger discount. I suspect this increased the number of downloads.
- See more at: http://www.seanogle.com/entrepreneurship/increase-amazon-kindle-book-sales#sthash.HdA4gGJ3.dpuf

So I increased the price from $2.99 to $5.00. Hopefully this will help increase sales.  wish me luck!